爱的故事

男孩和女孩初恋的时候﹐男孩为女孩折了一千只纸鹤﹐挂在女孩

的房间里。男孩对女孩说﹐这一千只纸鹤﹐代表我一千份心意。



　　那时候﹐男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受着恋爱的甜蜜和幸福。



　　后来女孩渐渐疏远了男孩。女孩结婚了﹐去了法国﹐去了无数次

出现在她梦中的巴黎。女孩和男孩分手的时候﹐对男孩说﹐我们都必

须正视现实﹐婚姻对女人来说是第二次投胎﹐我必须抓牢一切机会﹐

你太穷﹐我难以想象我们结合在一起的日子……男孩在女孩去了法国

后﹐卖过报纸﹐干过临时工﹐做过小买卖﹐每一项工作他都努力去做

。许多年过去了﹐在朋友们的帮助和他自己的努力下﹐他终于有了自

己的一家公司。他有钱了﹐可是他心里还是念念不忘女孩。



　　有一天下着雨﹐男孩从他的黑色奥迪车里看到一对老人在前面慢

慢地走。男孩认出那是女孩的父母﹐于是男孩决定跟着他们。他要让

他们看看自己不但拥有了小车﹐还拥有了别墅和公司，让他们知道他

不是穷光蛋﹐他是年轻的老板。男孩一路开慢车跟着他们。雨不停地

下着﹐尽管这对老人打着伞﹐但还是被斜雨淋湿了。到了目的地﹐男

孩呆了﹐这是一处公墓。他看到了女孩﹐墓碑的瓷像中女孩正对着他

甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁﹐细细的铁丝上挂着一串串的纸鹤﹐在细雨

中显得如此生动。



　　女孩的父母告诉男孩﹐女孩没有去巴黎﹐女孩患的是癌症﹐女孩

去了天堂。女孩希望男孩能出人头地﹐能有一个温暖的家﹐所以女孩

才做出这样的举动。她说她了解男孩﹐认为他一定会成功的。女孩说

如果有一天男孩到墓地看她﹐请无论如何带上几只纸鹤。男孩跪下去﹐

跪在女孩的墓前﹐泪流满面。清明节的雨不知道停﹐把男孩淋了个透

。男孩想起了许多年前女孩纯真的笑脸﹐男孩看的心就开始一滴滴往

下淌血。



　　这对老人走出墓地的时候﹐看到男孩站在不远处﹐奥迪的车门已

经为老人打开。汽车音响里传出了哀怨的歌声﹐“我的心﹐不后悔﹐

反反复复都是为了你﹐千纸鹤﹐千份情﹐在风里飞……”

Plan for Apologize~

I duno wht happen behind it, i duno who is wrong or who is right ~~ but anyway for me I think aldy...... It is the time for me to apologize .......no matter who is correct or who is wrong the problem i should settle it by myself becoz there must be someone to take a resposibility to surmount the problem !! So i know wht i m gonna to do after this !!

Becoz the things is i went wrong 1st . I have to be satisfied with what i have and i still hv a lot of you who always at behind support me undertand me!! gv me hope ! advises me and console me when i facing some problem .... i am really proud of you because you are also my super hero and super women !! Your are my real friends i will never forget who treat me good n who treat me bad !!! So dont forget We together GAMBATEH !!

THX YOU ever so much for your comment and support !!!
BB brother also thx everyone spend so much time to read my blogs !!! hope your have a nice time !!!

How To Do it ??

About my childhood

Since I was small, my parents don't care about me. I end up befriending friends that I shouldn't and my grades in school isn't good at all. I like to look for fights and always got blacklisted by the school untill form 2, I met a teacher who cares and advices me. His name is Lim Chang San. He advices me to turn over a new leaf, he taught me moral values and ways to study slowly, i began to change. At the end of the year when i was form 2 .

I felt that i have already change but my studies is still not good. I continue to work hard to change. when I was from 3 , i change completely. my studies began to improve. Many teachers then the who gave bad remarks about me now have only good remrks. They began to support me in terms of stud and even the discipline teacher was surprised to find such a naughty boy can turn over a new leaf. So i continue to practice what was taught too me. I avoided all my past friends and befriend those who were the ones that always study.

At first it was hard but i tried and tried and i didn't give up ! "It takes only minute to learn to be bad but it take years to change for the better" . After PMR, my result were unexpected and the teacher was shock too. My teacher said that my success came from the change for the better that i have undergo. i am very satisfied for who i am today. i am very happy and thankful that i am different from what i am in from 2.

A human parasite that knows nothing other than fighting. The other day. i met my primary school friends, they cannot recognize me. I tried to call them but they were shock to find the new me. They say that i look a lot different from what i am many years back. I am delighted because everyone was so supportive.

I am proud to have them as friends........

My mid-year exam

Today, 13 June 2008, Exam was over already! i now regret for what i did! Exam is just around the corner and i didn't even study.All my last minute work didn't work. My exam result isn't that good and now regret is what i feel right now. My friends misunderstand me for getting marks higher than them even though the marks is not so good. I have already explained to them a lot of times. But to no avail. They do not believe me and don't want to listen to my explanation anymore!! Until now all of them misunderstand me.........

I am speaking of the truth but nobody believes me..... Everything that i do seem to be a thoir in everyone's eyes. I am who i am nothing can change what i am right now. Now they all say me "kiasu" pula. Haizzzzzz...........?????

我的朋友

你们好，

这是我第一张blogger，为什么我会选择写这张文稿呢？那是因为我最近和我要好朋友发生了误会，在我无法如何开导自己之下所以选择写这张文稿来跟你们分享，今天没什么心情做善事的东西，因为我以经播出我的两个小时在金马仑住宿里开了手提电脑写了这封文稿！希望你们慢慢读吧！
希望你们读了之后可以给我一点意见．谢谢！！

我和她是去年高一认识的，我们也是个自从别间学校一起考上同一间学俯，也刚好的被分配到同一班．她是一个活泼又开朗的女孩子．她灿烂的笑容也迷倒了不少男孩子吧她和蔼可亲．她也是个聪明能干的女孩子．起初，我们还不是很认识对方，也只好在班里自我介绍才认识的．我在那间学俯里人是很多朋友，当然她也不例外．

日子一天一天的过（大概两个月），我也有她的电话了．刚开始的时候，我们只是传简讯如果遇到重要的事想告知对方．日子久了，我们也渐渐的传简讯给比此一天有几十封吧有事没事聊聊电话，跟朋友出去看电影，我还记的每次我都是看到睡着了．哈哈～这样的生活过久了我也开始淡了，不过跟她聊天讲心事的日子真的很开心，每天看到她那灿烂的笑容让人不会有烦恼的心情．有一天，刚好的我简讯她被她的朋友在她电话里瞧见了．

第二天早上，学俯里就有同学自造绯闻说＂我喜欢她＂那可不是简直是太过份和笑话吗？？让我问在前的你你是否会有同样的想法吗？？这件事也传到让别班同学也知到了！！这件事传开了之后当我们见到对方的时候也会有点尴尬，我们在班的时候也会让班上的同学道乱或自作緋闻．　也因此这样我们之间的友情也有很大的变化．我们也不会像以前那样有事没事聊聊天，数次也开始减少了，在学俯见面的时候也没什么两句．只是有时通电话上网而已．我怕如果在学俯里跟她太多接触回让人说坏话．

我还记得有一次我学俯里的同学向她告白可是他被拒绝了．我也有安慰他．不过我不知道到底发生了什么事，当緋闻传了之后，我在我朋友那里得知那位同学蛮争对我，我不知该如和做是好？？只好照常上课咯！见到面偶尔也会打打招呼吧！

今年还是以往年一样吧！有时还会在电话或网上聊聊天，可是在学俯讲话的机会就少了以免同学再次乱作緋闻．接近考试的时候有时会互相去鼓励对方．她一向来成绩也很好，很不幸的是我们俩还拿过两次同名次，结果又让班上同学误会我们俩，最惨的是让他们说我们是什么＜天生一对＞什么＜命中注定＞．那些人真的是太卑鄙了吧！怎么可能呢？？我们跟本都合不来我喜欢惹她斗她有时还会惹她生气呢！更何况我们还是同＂姓＂！！！我可没那种命和资格好不好！！英雄和美人那才是一伙的！！

日子一天一天过了，我也习惯了被同学搞緋闻但是偶尔还是会被他们Ｚ吧！不过我还是不去理会他们！希望能如次而解决吧！可是事情不是我想像中的那样，还是时常被同学误会！　我以经好累好累无法再向他们解释了，就当耳边风吧！也因为我太关心她吧也因此让她和其她人误会吧！不过我也很关心我每个身边的朋友啊！

她的生日来临了，因为我还记得她说过她会很开心我往年也曾经跟她说过会在她明年生日那天给她一个惊喜．在她生日的三个星期前和我朋友一起计划一个很完美惊喜的生日派对给她．我们打算在沙滩上来个烧烤派对，还有我们还打算点蜡烛　　　　　　ＨＡＰＰＹ　ＢＩＲＴＨＤＡＹ　在沙滩上给她以外的惊喜．由于她的生日靠近会考，大多数的同学都无法出席，不过我们还是尽量的去邀请同学，真的是好天不负有心人哦还有少数同学答应会出席当晚的派对．．．．我就告知她很要好的两位朋友希望她们可以跟我们打通和跟她们说派对的事，并切不让吩咐她们俩别让她知道此事，就要她们俩约她到派对的地点．　一切都进行得很顺利．生日蛋糕也定了！

谁知道＂一场惊喜却换来一场祸＂在她生日的前几天她的朋友就跟我说她们已经告诉她那派对的事，她们说她不要那样的派对因为她会尴尬如果让人知到那派对是我计划，她说普遍的派对就好了不要蜡烛了，听了之后我知道计划已被破坏虽然我有一点点的伤心因为不能再给她惊喜了我守不了我之前的诺言！听她们俩这么说我就当然答应咯因为是她要的嘛！当然普遍较好吧因为怕其他人会误会吧！ 她的两个朋友为人好好哦，对朋友也特别好，还很喜欢帮助人．我以经把她们当做是很要好朋友的看待了．．．

可能我的计划会让她有点误会了吧也许想得太复杂了吧！这一切都是我的错因为我没有事先跟她讲清楚这个计划也因此让她误会我了！在她生日前三天她的朋友传了通简讯给我，我刚好 out station, 她的朋友讯息里:how many ppl going the party ??
我答:10 plus . 她的朋友回答: if u dont tell we dont want go ! 我答: i am out station got anything we discuss when i m back ok ? sure got ppl go when u go there u will know who are they !! 她的朋友回答:cannot i no want her to look stupid der..it's her birthday. she said she will be happy if celebrate with us. N got ppl told me they are not going bcoz u are the one who organise party. OKAY?? SHIT.. 我答: We discuss when i m back ok now i not free to discuss about such things> out station !! i dun know.她的朋友答: i dun care bout the party. i'm nt involve. Sorry. no more msg me bout tis. i headache. waste my credit msg u oso. bye.


我看了之后真的有点难过因为一切都准备就绪现在叫我cancel the party 唯免太难接受了吧还还要去cancel the plan!! haiz....
没办法可能她误会了我的用意吧! 只好在外地乖乖的发简迅给我那些已邀好的朋友跟他们道歉!!

打电话给她又不听我的解释......我也不知该如何是好??
我真的那么过份吗? 我那么做真的是让她误会了!
我做错了.不该在她不同意下和朋友计划那些"生日派对"!
我只是想给她一份惊喜却换来一场难过.........!!
没法啦该面对的是绝对要面对的,该来的我终究都躲不掉!!
我不可能因为这件事而怪其他人,祸是我闯的我只好自己承担吧!!!
也不可能因为这件事而伤心难过,因为"我就是我"她是我同班同学每天都会见面.我不会因此而和她翻脸,因为我做的不是什么伤天害理的事．品良心吧!!~~

在这件事里我学会很多东西,我学会分黑和白,我知到谁对我好谁对我不好!
原来不是每个朋友都可以相信的~
原来朋友只是拿来利用而已!!
只有真心好朋友是在你最难过时挺身而出帮你的那个才是可以相信的朋友!!
谢谢她们让我学会那么多做人的道理!!!


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下星期见咯!! 拜拜!